Monday, August 29, 2005


today i'm not working...n we now in oliday...and that oliday will end today...wah!! so tomorrow i'll buzy again with my study n my m uncle came wif arif my cousin..they come to check what they should take to bring all the things here at my new house..:)

when all people go to the berkawad..we also do same thing..but not at dataran..but at our new house..we need to move all the things be4 3's make be easy if we start to move a liltle things on that day..

today i'm so sad...with what happened to untie now stayed here wif today i made a mom's bought all the thing in the morning..but so many guess coming today we dont have time to make it i decide to do it..i dont want to talk bout this aunie

i really like cendoll so much..n i knew it that it will make me smile..:)today i join cn chat room..cause lil bit boring..then i saw sis zie was like usual she will ask me about my mr rite:( ..ermm i really hate tht ques.please dont ask me more..i just hate it..

u know since last time i wont reply his msg i just decide to live alone ...nop with the guy who i love.. why..? that feel have been gone ,i've told my self that i wont this feel back..

what happened btw me n him in past..just let that memories goes wif him ..n i'll make sure 1 day i'll forgot about him..i need to think bout another thing which more important in my life..n i hope my life will be more meaning w/out him beside

Thursday, August 25, 2005

njoy it...:)

Have u ever missed someone and felt
because u think tat he/she doesn't miss u?

Missing someone is a terrible thing but at
same time, a sweet feeling.
U will be sitting around wondering if u
anything to him/her.
Thinking if he/she ever cares about u.

Rushing to the phone once it rings
hoping that it's him/her.

Looking out of the window hoping that
he/she will surprise u by appearing

Sitting in front of the television but
thinking of her missing the final episode
of your
favourite show.

Laying on your bed, thinking of the last
time u wen out together.

Thinking of how nice it will be to sit
under the stars again, talking about
your dreams, plans, future.

Logging on to the internet hoping to see

When u realise that he/she isn't online
and did not return your page, u will start
worrying if
he/she is okay.

Missing someone is a way of growing up i
guess. It exposes u to loneliness.
It teaches u how to cope with being
lonely and let u
know that there is actually a feeling
known as
Sometimes it feels good to miss someone.
U know that u really care and u indulge
in the feeling of loving/caring for him/her.
But missing someone and not knowing if
he/she is feeling the same is terrible.
U feel as if u are being left alone.
So if u miss someone, tell him/her and
let them know.
At the same time, ask if they miss u.

Don't let the feeling of missing someone
become jealousy or paranoid.
If u are the one being missed and u know
it, let the other party know.
if u miss him/her too, tell them.
Don't let them wait.

Thursday, August 18, 2005

read it...!!

dis is really GOOD stOry dat i read frOm sumOne whO send to me n wud
like tO share amOng u guys!

From the very beginning, the girl's family objected strongly on her
dating this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background &
that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were
to be with him. Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrel very

Though the girl love the guy deeply, but she always ask him: "How deep
is your love for me?" As the guy is not good with his words, this
often cause the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's
pressure, the girl often vent her anger on him. As for him, he only
endure it in silence.

After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to
further his studies in overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the

"I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If
you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for
your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?"

The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally
gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he leave, they got
engaged. The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was
overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails
& phone calls. Though it's hard, but both never thought of giving up.

One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down
by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents
beside her bed. She realized that she was badly injured. Seeing her
mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that
could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her

The doctors says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose
her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming
out from her, she broke down. During the stay in hospital, besides
silence cry,'s still just silence cry that companied her.

Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the
ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart everytime it
rang. She does not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a
burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish
to wait any longer. With that, she sent the ring back to him. In
return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, and countless of
phone calls,.. all the girl could do, besides crying, is still

The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually
forget everything & be happy. With a new environment, the girl learn
sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she
must forget the guy. One day, her friend came & told her that he's
back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her.
Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.

A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing an
invitation card for the guy's wedding. The girl was shattered. When
she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead. When she was
about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in
front of her. He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's
time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not
forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love
You. With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl
finally smiled. IF u really like the story, repost it so that ur frens
can read it too......

Don't u just love happy ending-

"We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to
see an imperfect person perfectly.

LOnely nO mOre.. hiks!

Thursday, August 11, 2005


today is not a gud day for me...i went to kerinchi ..n back arround 5.30 pm...and arrive at kajang station at tired n i got bad headache today...but my touch n go card cant xcept my card so i can pass the gate...n i told the guard that machince can xcept my card..

so he want me to meet theire clark...then i go to the office n meet them...the clark told me that i may be i cheat when i q to pass that gate...gile ke..?seriously shock when he said like that...

so i dont want to say more..i just paid $2.80...n leave the is because 2.80 i want to cheat...its not reasonable to me to do it..!!go to my car...tension again...saman..saman..saman...arrgghhh...kene saman plakk...

what' wrong wif me..?? what wrong wif todayy...

Sunday, August 07, 2005

buffday boy

hermm kinda bored n tired todayy..hermm..llalal...dont what should i do more..

tomorrow faizal's besday.hiks..dont know want buy what for him...shu had suggest me to buy..koala boxer for him..giler ape..he..i never think that i'll be that things..xspecially for him...not that sick..

hermm..may be...2morrow..we all will makan besar le..everyday was makan besar...since amir always belanja we all at lunch no need to bring money...hoho..just bring ur body wif empty stomouch...

amir n shu...looked very closed lately..last week after solt zohor i ask shu ..did her couple wif amir...but she only said..we just frend...just frend...eermm...i dont think so..let me more than a in 1 plate..share nasik lemak together..mee hoon together...what else together..not that things....alahaii otak kuning nye..

that all kot...yg me wanna write here..soo...

appy besday pezal..panjang umor murah rezeki...jgn asik pk nak kawen jerk..(pezal always think about married..gatal lah tuh..

Saturday, August 06, 2005

new phone...

today i had bought new 7610...hiks...i dont know how can i buy it..?
xtually i want it for long time ago..but...just dont want to be i forget to buy it...

but todayy...i went at bank and take my money pay n go...just like that..magic erk..;) betape membazir nye aku

yang nih plak old fon....
how pity....habis madu sepah di buang..

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

rose for rose

the rose is a rose
and always a rose
but the theory now goes
that the apple's a rose
and the pear is and so's
the plum , i suppose
the dear only knows
what will next prove a rose
you, of course are a rose
but were always rose

i like roses so much...three roses mean..

i luv u..still waiting my prince charming bring roses
for me...that will be the most beatiful day i ever had

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

becoz im a girl

ermm anyway thnx to yus...introduce bakri to me..:) hiks...nice meet u here bakri even i never meet u...ok 1stly i want to tell u bakri this layout is not mine..u can see there who's the designer ..the designer name is urban faery..seriously i dont know how to be a gud designer at all..but try to be.

i like to hear song from yoja inika..Bcoz i'm a girl...that sing was a korean song ..may can be japan too..mean by what the lirycs said seriously touching..u will not bored if u hear for many times..even u dont know that word stand for what..i'll bet..

but if u understand it..u will love it more..n i will try to find thatt song ...opss...forgot bout something...i'm single but why not available..hiks...why arr...ermm ermm..hiks...?

yus..virtual softnet solution is ur company web page.?

:: translation ::
i just cant understand the hearts of men
they tell you they want you and then they leave you
this is the first time, you're special
i believed those words and i was so happy

you should have told me you didn't like me any more
but i couldn't see that and you just rushed me(??)
although i will curse you i'll still miss you
since i am a girl, to whom love is everything

i heard that if you give up things too easily
to a man, he will get bored with you
i don't think this is wrong
a girl says that she will never be fooled again
but she will fall in love again

we separated today
you said you wanted me to be happy and find a better person than you
you're just like every other man
didn't you tell me you loved me?
actually, i don't want you to be happy
what if you find a girl who's prettier than me and live happily with her?
what it makes you forget me
when im hurting so much, so much i want to die
when i still love you so much...

don't take advantage of a girl's willingness to do anything for love
and her caring instinct
i didn't know that to be born as a girl and to be loved was so hard
although i will curse you i'll still miss you
since i am a girl, to whom love is everything

although i will curse you i'll still miss you
since i am a girl, to whom love is everything

Monday, August 01, 2005


back from penang ...seriously make me tired..i'm so tired n got a bad headache...n i got fever this morning ..i absent..hermm...n now so lazy...dont want to do lazy..

today's my mom besday..happy besday ma...mama looked so happy...only 28 days left until ayah many thing i like to chat wif him..since he left us...i so missed him..she told me that ,she dont know why she felt very happy...may be..she miss ayah so too..

tomorrow i'll go to class like usuall..even i feel so bad..but i need to many things that i need to do..hopefully averything will be ok..

i hate lady boss movie.. i know that prof can make more than 4 movies in a year..but all his movies cannot give me feel..when i was watching his disspointed