whut??

i cant even believe my self. somehow i felt really miss blogging, but i just dont have time to write or too lazy to write.

yeah if you look back at the last entry, it was last year, the day i went away? hahah the day we are getting married, after few months. let me count first how many months has gone. 7 or almost 8 months has past. and not even 1 entry. superb me!!


yeah married, and momma to be insyaALLAH this coming Oct. pray for me. and BIG tq in advance

today is 13th July. 4th Ramadhan right. i want to breakfasting at my mom house. but it looks like hub has another plan to do. Its not that i dont want to join him. hey but look at my condition. with this super big tummy, you can even survive in 2 rakaat of terawikh. i perform my terawikh duduk okay!!


haish!!1 nak buka umah mama.... sob sob sob..

oh yeah another reason is . iam so lazy to cook. i get tired easily. back pain. i want to share my pregnancy stories here. but not now.

still want to add something, i dont know why. but i hate my current job. is it because of my boss or because of i pregnant. plz tell me because preggy!! hahahah

blur 20122012

assalamualaikum. hye. salam 1 malaysia. esok hari kamis. malam jumaat, so ape akan jadi.


 so many things happen in this year, most of it, tears with bad feeling. so i want to change something. the end year is coming soon.

esok 20/12/2012 hari kamis. big big big world going to be this this small. because this big big big gil is getting married finally :)

have a blast one dear

kerja ke blaja

oh yeah. i m not working nor studying! so what am i doing here. this organization so called FSTEP, i wont explain any further about it. wnt to know bout fstep. pls google it. we have mr google on house rite???

we have our training for a year. 6 months class basis another 6 months in on job training!.

 so who sponsored me??

tq so much HLB (islamic) sudi terima i seadanya
while we having our taining here. our sponsored bank will provide allowance to us.

how much are they paying?

oh its depend on who sponsored you.min pmt is( check dkt fstep website ok) but really worth ;) sbb no max amout. it can be any amount the bank want to gv u.

are you bond with the bank?
 yeah a year, and depends to the bank sometimes they want to extend another year. so my case it 2 years!! so happy... :0

who else the sponsored bank?
all banks and insurance company in malaysia :)

interestd?? contact fstep for next batch ok

I'M BACK

yeah finally. have courage to face the truth. take it or leave it heart.
oh tq so  much for the 1st commentator. because of her i decided to writing back. 

alhmdullillah praise to ALLAH. 13 days to go. my dad keep on counting the numbers down. some how i feel really sad.

ayah nape asik kire hari jerk ni. and he said" cam x caya nak bg anak dkt org" awww sgt sedih! i dont want to think about it anymore. lagi pon i still tgl dlm selangor. i keep on telling my parents even thou i  already married. but i still akan menghantui kehidupan drg. hahahha for sure every week drg akan tgk muke aku ni!! yeah!! so happy


bad things happen for reasons. move on. and please be happy dear heart.

oh yeah we managed to get a house. simple but nice. the owner is a teacher. her wife too. he worked in sabah last 5 years if i not mistaken. where cikeding hometown is,so another xcited side of him!! paint the house with green color. ahhh i dont like the color. and yellow at the out side. you know how difficult to deco the house with that daring color.kalau ijau lumut ok. ni terang gile. papepon tq so much cikguu.

oh yeah. rumah tu kan dapor die cenonet sgt. mcm tau2 jerk yg aku x tau msk. hahah yeah!!! aalalal kene blaja masak la pas ni! ade keburukan jg kan klu ade restoren ... anak sume x pndai masak.

any suggestion for me, what color for curtain?? since the wall is all green . so much green. serabut! cikeding suke la kaler tuh. punye la xcited!!!

alhmdullillah brg x yh beli byk. maklom la cikeding da ade sume. legeee :) jimat sebenarnye

preparation kawen masih lagi kelam kabut!! all DIY is so difficult!!

tanam anggor?

selamat hari raya aidiladha. saya nak jadi seorang wanita yang sentiasa update blog die dgn cerita2 best dan up to date. 

bkn nye mcm yang jadi skrg. smlm raya hari ni baru nak cite pasal raya. last week dapat keje hari ni dah benti?? erk..? apkah

okay. last 2 weeks . dapat offer keje dkt uob// malaysian x tau kot uob tu ape. singaporean kenal la kot. sbb ni bank singapore. so keje a week then resign. 

next week start keje baru dgn hlb. mungkin klu ckp hlb orang malaysia tau kot. 

ape HLB..'

meh nak kabo.

hong leong ISLAMIC bank.

sy buat capital word islamic tuh. sbb... sy kan bdk islamic banking...

alhamdullillah ya ALLAH :) 

54 days left :) 

pejam kan mata

bismillahirahmanirahim,,,

ya rahman, adakala aku silap dalam membuat keputusan, tapi biarlah bara yang aku genggam teros padam menjadi arang, agar panas dan luka yang ada boleh disembuhkan. ya dengan ada nya ubatan disertakan sedikit masa

awak, hidup terkadang mengikut setiap rentak perancangan kita, tapi terkadang kita seakan terlupa. bahawa kita hanya pelakon, BUKAN pengarah

awak,adakala saya berharap bahawa antara kita masih seperti yang lama, tapi pasti hakikatnya hikmah itu ada, saya belajar yang hidup ini jangan terlalu bermegah,di akhiran nya takot terjilat akan ludah sendiri

awak, sejengkal luka awak, sedepa derita saya, tapi akan ada bahagia untuk kita..


saya mahu maju kedepan, walau saya tahu akan ada masa dan ketika saya akan buka cerita2 lama, kerana awak sebahagian chapter yang terkandung didalam buku tebal di hati


doa saya yang baik2 untuk awak :) chill

pupuk rasa bukan perkara mudah!

percaya atau tidak. perasaan boleh di pupuk. namun masa yang lama diperlukan!

rasa ingin bekerja sangat membara. bila dapat kerja malas nak pergi

rasa ingin berumah tangga sedang meluap. bila dah kawen buat derk aje

rasa ingin belajar sangat la tinggi. bile kene pg kelas nak bangun pagi pon malas

perasan bagaimana yang perlu dipupuk agar bangun di pagi hari, rasa ceria dan bersemangat selalu ada











saya merupakan trainee yang sgt tidak productive! kesian uob!!

langkah dengan kaki kanan

assalamualaikum pembuka bicara.

niat dihati, hari ini, insyaALLAH ingin memulakan ayat dengan gaya dan lenggok yang lebih baharu! ewah ayat mesti nak gempak. cam bese mukadimah pong pang. isi habuk pontarak. hasil nye terbukti dengan gred bahasa melayu dekat slip spm sgt2 menghampakan.

lupekan pasal spm, pikirkan pasal master , ALLAHUAKBAR,,lemah betol tgk perkataan master.

tapi yang pelik nye, bukan nak cite psl master. jauh sekali spm.
nak cite sok saya dah  keje. ewah. so sy bukn penganggur yer.


kepada diri sendiri. selamat menyibukkan diri. (ini jerk peluang yang ade untung menguruskan diri.) isnyaALLAH