pernah jatuh chenta sme lecturer???

from what i heard it is unethical and immoral for lecturer to fall in love with their student. love is blind. they wont ask your identity before, they just pop up and it ties you with anything that you declare.

gosh. this lecturer is super duper polite. very polite man. his not handsome. his just looks nice and kind. he got it all.

religion. education and stable job obviously. 


we know about his marital status after che mirul bocor kan . heeee

he still bachelor. wow this is what we heard. and i thought wowww should give a chance huh!! what a sengal otak we had aren't we??

i cant move on actually. still at this stake. begging for help. hoping some one will mind my business as them's  and help me.

even thou i know. ALLAH is the Greater,
ya Rahman. bantu aku 


i'm still the loser

finally :) here you come

assalamualaikum.

subhanallah its already Tuesday. darling please prepare your self. final is around the corner. waiting your brain to wash all the papers and turn it into great and awesome result in the end of the day later.

i don't want to keep nagging  on something that we know we couldn't change it at all but keep on babbling and nagging. stop it. wake up and realize what you need to do the most here and now is studying and reading.

 i know my dear heart, you wont stay long and happy with all of this. but please bear with  it for a while. pretty sure the sun is waiting for us later. to shine as bright as the moon is at its peak.

the papers are unbearable, this is the first time that i need to facing all this thing. the paper is on 5th, 6th and 8, but it all consist of 4 papers. on 8th we got 2 papers. and both is killer paper. 

regardless talking this and that. i think is the best i open the books and calming my self that everything gonna be okay. and i 'm okay.

oh another headache story. i don't have any place to do my internship. anyone outside there please help me. ohh so troublesome. but its going to be okay. cause ALLAH is always by our side right.



chill and enjoy while taking the exams buddy

speechless

after settled down with first trip, now second trip has began. we cant avoid problem but at least try to minimize it!! i dont know why all the lecturer act this way. and we as a student end up paying everything. thank god if you offered your self to pay for it.


thousand thanks to Westport first for the free trip visit. very appreciated it, at least 1 problem is down. to get your approval is already difficult now my proposal got the approval but there is no budget!! to difficult to survive in this field when it comes to money.

sorry guys, you all still need to pay for it. cheap one.!! hope you can forgive me.!!

now i realise i dont have leadership skill. what skill available outside. please absorb into my body, so then i can come out with more more more confident out there!!


dear Allah,

you know what is the best for us, let us cry first, then give us shine, as shine as the sun could be!!

its all my faults anyway!!! i admit smileeee

be strong brain drain! hahha

1st trip done

trip yang paling tak besh penanh aku rase. xderk feel langsung. host company cam x tau nak organize, and keep on asking same question. ewash bajet aku nak tulis report la plak kat sini kan.


ape yang besh nyer???

 makan doyan dengan pelahap nye. sgt super duper owsem. finally. berakhir nya keinginan nak makan doyan. tgu ayah bonda pulang. naik balik wish list ni hahahah''

next is. clas petang cancel.. yahooo. sape ade smngat nak blja. kite org kua awal pagi. balik. almost 4, tetibe suh msuk klas kol 4.10. mmg tak la. sape pegi mesti dpt empat rata aka 4 flat!! sape nak/???

skang aku lapa. tapi aku kan on diet ( nyampah tol asik ckp psl diet jekr) ,,, nak makan ape erk.. siyess sape leh bantu sya kurus kan badan??? saya bagi adiah! ape die??? banjerk krg nasi goreng cina. hahahahha !! ( kalori tgi tuh)

esok pagi aku de trip

ade sesape nak ikot p trip??? sape nak ikot please hands up!! now!

hahahha bajet jerk kan ( nyampah kot tgk org tulis ayt cm ni, tgk skang aku yg buat)

okay esok aku de trip, p siyess jauh gile. hahah pi somban jerk hah!! jauh kan. x smpi sejam dah sampai klau naik bas. kalau jalan kaki dlm setengah ari dah sampai, kalau lalu laut masuk kot prot dickson mgkn dalam 3 hari. x jauh pon!! hahha

buat ape sane. adek2 aku cm pelik jerk. blaja mende lain. p tampat yang tarak kene mngena ngan subjek la plak. haku pon tarak tau. kene tanya sama uitm la. asal buat SM sebagai slh satu subjek wajib! pening mak jemah memikio kan nye!!

dear madam, please esok kite akan naik bas besama2, menuju ke somban bersama2, mgkn makan besama2, mgkn akan lihat muka saya besama2. jangan la madam marah2, senyum la sokmo2.

ya tuhan mudah kn sume perjalanan kami esok! tiadalah hendaknya sebarang masalah mahu pon kesukaran yang timbOl ..aminn

regards, student baek

birthday aku dh lepas

so what , even thou it past already, tapi x basi kan. so aku cam poyo nak ckp aku dah suku abad, nothing to be proud, others at my age, they already getting married, and some already have bundle of babies, ko hade???

obviously the answer is NO


so what, im not a god, i dont know anything about his secret, what can i do is keep on praying. " korang doa kan la aku sekali. jgn la kemut sgt"


happen to be this time around, am alone. my parents not here, my lil siblings not around, it just asma here and we had mini celebration between us.sounds too pathetic kan?? but who cares,

had our dinner ( kan aku ckp aku ondiet/ tp mlm  to aku off ) sbb my birthday kan x kn nak diet lagi. where?

finally o- shima cafe at Plaza Alam sentral.
pictures?? thousands of pictures were taken. but where were the pictures??/ dkt adik aku .. so x leh nak upload.

review psl makanan jepon!!!

am not really into rebung. it smells really killed me. rase nak pitam. but its diff from our rebong la.
so what kind of ramen aku amin; korean ramen and my lil sis, aku tatau die makan ape. x ingt
 tapi sushi aku makan sbb comel and sedap. tapi nak habis kan. hamboii rase mcm nak pengsan.

maklum la ai ni orang kampong!! x bese mkn pelik2.

korang hari ni aku lunch kat mohd chan bangi, so sape nak autograph moh ke sane ( ayat siyes poyoh) nyampah!!

ops. no today is not the day

korang silap erh!! thats the only thing that i can think that time. today is not my birthday.

its tomorrow princesses!!!

but then why the flour is all over my house, not outside okay. the flour is inside my house. but it still okay. a plate broke, and its still okay guys!!

thousand thank,

cute tak entry ni.!!! for the first time aku sume bile uitm ubah cuti. selama ni asal besday aku jerk, cuti skola, cuti sem!!!

but this year guys, finally theres someone would like celebrate my big day with me!!


sumpah aku cam indon mase drg tgh campak tepong!! banyak2 terime kasih, kim salam banyak la plak aku nak upload pic gojes tuh kan!

sayonara!!

shes not that cruel

she is very understanding person actually. at first i should admit it also one of our fault, by over looking it in deep.
and i cant believe it still about madam, shes just too particular and perfectionism person i guess, its good yes i admit but for those who like me of course we do feel annoyed sometimes

called me just now and even apologize for coming late and we end up couldnt meet each other, tomorrow morning insyaALLAH  will meet after lunch. ( kene bebel la aku esok)

oh im so tired( not really actually) and still on diet,

tapi aku nk tnya klu krg tau bab pemakanan, aku sgt addicted to pau sambal and you know it contains lot of oil and etc. x pe ke aku mkn arrr... aku skang nak consume calori dgn rendah nye. tapi klu tiap2 ari mkn pau mati la kan.

sape2 pakar pau plz bg tau bape kalori dlm pau. tolong la. nak kurusss sket jerk lagi. mkn dekat nak capai target makin payahhh! nafsu mkn is so overacting okay. stop it. behave and have a discipline baby!! its for yaa

happy day day day

at first i think its a small matter only, but once i did it, i realized how difficult it was. i was the project manager for the event, insyaALLAH this coming Tuesday, at first all goes well, once i got the approval letter from faculty and transportation unit, madam suddenly call off the trip. she did gives us choice, but to call off the trip is such a waste so we tried to find out another place and alhamdullillah again , approved by senat and so on, again she want some changes to the tentative. what a headache it is huh??

shes a very particular person. i dont think i can get an A for this paper. please madam, just go on with this one!! please. No  i dont hate you. and why should i!!! please guys , pray for me, let it success!!

and another disappointed thing is i didnt manage to it ramen today. she ( this girl) suddenly turned me down! at first say yes later say No. say it out loud, NO at first and let it be No forever darling. but its okay, all this thing happen for a reason ! having our lunch at seksyen 8 shah alam, and it was awesome!!!


and the diet is still on!! beat it baby

musim makan menggila. im on diet okay

ahhh so difficult to hold your appetite when your stomach craving for more. and its happen to me.

for a time being , i think my stomach craving for this. and it is a very long list hahah, but for this week , this two is enough, more than enough i guess hahah

1. seoul garden

venue: pantai dalam mall
date: 24/11/2011
day: Thursday


2.oshima cafe

venue: plaza alam sentral
date:23/11/2011 (tomorrow)
day:wednesday


oh yeah berjaya atau x??? tgk misi makan saya!!!!

you!!! welcome back here

miss you very very very much. as much as this big!!( OPEN MY ARMS WIDE OPEN) <- how bit it was huh!!!

today is frisay, couldnt back, got modul tomorrow morning. seriously i wish i could be there on my sis big day!!  small kenduri for having new house, she's so excited, we even cat her house, its so meaningful even i just help her a bit.

suddenly i missed my sister badly. got tons of test and assignments, but then still relaxing here and there, continuously watching movies and dramas. gonna to abandon the new blog huh!!

oho last tuesday, i attend an interview, super duper leisure interview, i prepared a lot i guessed but nothing extravaganza question. just a plain one and i think you/ others could answer it boldly.

venue: bank syariah muamalat indonesia,kl
time: 11.00 pm ( you know what i came soo early. early as 9.30 am already there.) punctual gile kan???

done with this lol story

mini accident

this morning .. as always, hectic life here in uitm, but this mini accident happened really in front oh my eyes,

i didnt manage to look at her face, but i am really sure that she so scared on that time, and happen to be, besides me there's another motor rider, so he tried to calm her down, she didnt give a glance at all. shame with what happen maybe. she just go away like that,

what happen. she tried to break her motor, but its too close with the car in front of her, so when the car did break , she shock and tried to break but her leg still up in the motor, so she fell with her motor as well, but she woke up really fast and go ..

pity of her, but this is the story that she gonna tell her child someday right. hahah what she has been thought in order to get a degree :)

why time flies so fast, i wondered? keep on thinking, keep on looking, he maybe some where i may look before, or talk too. but i dont know.

happen to baba; when you mentioned that guy from ganu kite, my heart hurt, wonder why? am i thinking about status too much!!!


saya nak k -  - -- - ...........

i can hear you clearly

you know what, happen to be when ayah messaged him, i can hear everything clearly upstairs, it just may be they dont know i can hear them, but unfortunately his not the one who i am waiting for, it just what i thought, but i dont know if it is what ALLAH swt want.

suddenly i felt a little bit creepy, scared and etc even thou i know it not even start yet!! but because of my clumsiness sometimes it turn out well,

ya ALLAH plz help me, guide me, love and care me most, am begging for love, to be part of our last prophet ummah!!

the hardest life ever.

haha its not the end of the world yet. but its just a propaganda introduction. that's it.

just back from pantai timur tour.at first everything is just fine but when we arrived in kuantan. everything change. its like a nightmare for me. i never experienced this kind of situation. so its so creepy and freaking me out. my mental is not stable for a time being because of it.

when she started to scream and calling out my name. i already frozen , i cant feel my legs anymore. and i cant even stand nor sit. can you imagine how scared i was that time. thank you ALLAH it just a day staying there. however the impact still alive till today. but alhamdullillah still manage to forget about it a bit i guess.

and now currently too busy. i dont even have time to have my breakfast lunch, but i tried so hard not to skip my dinner. argh... time is always jealous with us, but not when our tummy crawling and begging for food huh..
i cant no longer blog walking which at first i though after finish this semester am going to blog walking everyday. but it turn out differently form what i hope it should be.

got another exciting thing to do, heeee love the new stage of life. am already passed the stage of having sweet dreams in life. starting to enter the war zone in next 5 months!!!

otak aku dah start cuti la plak

esok bukan lah hari penentu mati atau hidop . cume nye aku final esok jd gabra la sket. tak penah la aku rase aku  relax cenggini. tapi bile esok hari nye aku makin takot

mood nak study tak de langsong la. sedey pon ade. malam tadi aku buka past year. siyes aku x leh buat simulation. nak nangis? pergh x terkeluar ayer mata dowh.takat buh bawang ble ar menitik setitik dua.

sat g terbang ke shah alam. jupe tok guru subjek nih. die nampak cool jekr. test sume hampeh, tapi kua r esult ari tuh hambik ko .3.80.. tak ke mantap name nye.

so siapkn la pulut kuning ngan ayam bakar. pengeras bak kata orang. moga tuhan bantu aku!

saya yang dalam dilema

buka poser dgn EHEMmmmm

maklum la. skang kan musim orang berkahwin.. jadi banyak la jemputan. tak kurang jugak yang sedang berposer, sebab kan sknag bulan rejab pastuh nak masuk syaaban .. and penghabisan nyer kan nak ready kan diri. ramadan kan nak dekat.

hahha mukadimah aku memang ting tong harap maklum hahahah hokay cenggini .. mende nih ade kene mengena ngan poser and orang kawen

habsah harun kate bulan syawal mmg bagush berkahwin

so kaklamp tanya ade ke orang kawen bulan poser

habsah harun jawab ade jerk

kaklamp kate klu kawen bulan poser takot poser nye tak semporna. maklum la.. grrrrr

habsah harun bg tau alaa malam kan ade!!!

lusa tulat tulit aku cite same bonda. die kate ade orang cite same die orang arab buka dengan ehemmmm i mean with sex uihhh itu la.. len x jgn kawen bulan poser kay. payah la cenggitu.

tatau la makcik yang cite same bonda tuh betol ke x citer nye.

tapi kalau dah jodoh bulan poser nak wat cm ne ye x. just kalau ble time siang jgn jumpe partner crime hokayy!!!

somel giler hokay!! baby kene interbiuw

korang pnh tgk baby kene interview . he such an adorable baby. sgt comel. his father is american, his mother is mexican. and they have really nice family. this baby's' name is jose loius. hokay korang enjoy erk.

weh aku tak bodo la

kadang2 aku tak paham. tak yah cakap banyak la. skang bulan jun kan, and may just past few days ago. but you are talking bullshit ngan aku kan, what the hole is that, fathers day? or mothers day? it does not concern you anymore isn't it?

they are not important as what HE important to you. that's how you started to tell lies and so on. tapi kami tak bodo lah. GOD knows better, he can tell us through heart, feeling and what else,, i dont know. but HE got the ways and the time. that;s it.

ape yang susah sangat, are we tell you to do some bullshit. not we are not. we encourage you if it gives you benefit, advantages and so on. but this is not it. what else you want me to do.sepak ko? tampar ko? no it would not change anything but make it becomes worse and worst, i just wish you could know, deep for her heart, we all are in. jadi ape lagi yang ko nak. setakat jantan okay dh start kasar kan seorang lelaki. you make everybody surrounding you like a fool. they do know about it enough, even a glance we could know you are making a story to hid the truth.

darling. time flies so fast. and you couldn't realize how times cant cheat on you too and tell others the truth. it just a matter of time. but the sad part is. love does make people blind.

sayang awak tapi benci sudah wujud. please darling. sedar sebelom terlambat.!!! dan aku tau ko tak pernah ikhlas. sumpah aku rase menyampah.

tuhan aku juga tak semporna, bantu aku sekiranya aku sesat, bantu juga dia sekiranya die juga sudah punah dalam angan cinta dunia.

perjalanan jauh tak ku rasa

sambung sini, kerna hati ku melonjak sama,, hokay tau sampai tuh jerk lirik laguh tuh hahhaha


hey semangat semangat pepagi nih kan. kamis de paper, jumaat pulang ke kampong halaman.pergh cam besh jerk balik ... kampong saya kat mane?? hey kat mane lagi tanah tumpah negeri kalau bukan negeri bendera kaler merah tuh...tatau gak? negeri yang KFCM?? tatau gak? gomo klate gomo tau ??? hahhaha

yeessaaaaahhh klate weh klate... heeee

ambo lahir mace klate, besa selangor = klatengor