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Wednesday, December 22, 2010

i am human

yes i am not perfect, and please don't expect anything much. i'm not even asking for all the clumsiness and non perfectiveness.so please do understand my situation.

hey aku pon x penah kesah dengan ketidak sempurnaan korang kan, pernah aku tnya kenape kulit ko gelap , no i don't

penah aku cakap nape ko pendek, no i don't too

penah aku kutuk ko dapat result rendah hell no , not even once, but what i did, i do as much as i can to encourage and motivate you back.

so what if im over weight, did i ask your parents money. no right,

im struggle on my on okay.

so what, im only normal human being.

im not god

im not an angel

im not them

it is just me.

i am who i am today. so what?

what that make me so different from others.'

thank you. its really humiliating me.

its really made me felt down

thank you to Allah that made me strong,

and i will not crying for your unreasonable insulting.

it's just a waste of my tears .

it's juts make me look horrible

thank you , and yes i'm the only one different because you made it first


hey buat muke kental sudeh ; nangis diam2 okay

Sunday, December 12, 2010

final exam result is out ?

kalau la korang perform time study and time final.. bile nampak jerk tag final result dah kua.. sumpah punye semangat kan nak tgk dapat bape.. sistem 4 flat ni.. x tau la aku nak eja cm ne...

tapi bile korang asik pakat terkantoi time test and quizzes, nampak jerk tag tuh..rase cm nak baka jerk tulisan tuh.. xpon buang tarikh tuh yng ade dlm kalender.. bikin panas jerk.. dh kate x dek perasaan kan.. kan..

cenggitu la jugak aku..wakakak...

1st sem degree budget cam senang, tp entah cm ne ade subjek elektif tuh aku amik sume pakat hancor.. apakah sebenarnye dugaan. telah di war2 kan buat student UiTM, result kua 10, yg mgt UITM kua kan 9 wat pe.. tau x cuak.. tau x panas jerk ati nih..

maklum la.. tau yg diri bakal kantoi.. :) yippies... ske la kan.. hahah sedey...
pas abis final ritu, aku ckp kat adik2 aku.. skang zaman kejatuhan, adik aku yg no 3 lak ckp (versi UKM) ade ni kompom ade ripit paper, adik anu no 4 lak ckp (versi UITM penang)kompem ripit 2 paper...

pergh aku ingat aku jerk yang terduduk..ghupe2 nye adik2 ikot sane terjun erk..adehh la....so aku ni lak..bab buka result mmg bacul la cket ..haha takot woiii...

skang uitm dh bagus... sume anta email.. jd x derk la antu2 yg ske buka tgk result org dpt lagi buat keje bodo dorg..padan muke ko... asik tgk result org..tgk la result sendiri..

10/12/2010 8.45 am.. aku tgk email.. tapi sakit perot la plak. so aku pas kat adik aku yg UKm.. die buka email.aku masuk toilet...

sekali... bunyi dr dalam toilet.. : wei cm ne wei result aku... okay ke x...
adik aku: ermmm nko nak tau cmnne ..subjek ke ape.. arghh x leh buang air kot..

aku kua and suh die ckp DL ke x../?/?/ hahahah.. hahahha.. okay cukop smpai sini..

alhamdullillah and sujud syukor di berikan kepada Pencipta yang maha Esa, aku rase aku x layak tapi Dia bg aku senyuman.

bonda ayahnda meh le pulang cepat , banyak mende nak cerite.. ;)

mai ko dpt bape

aku tak bodo

Friday, December 10, 2010

hey ... it's my big C day




hey guys, last Sunday were our big day, and im so happy :) its so amazing to feel that way rather than crying out loud, im not child anymore, insyaALLAH even thou my parents is not there, but i know they do feel proud of me. thnx ma and ayah. thank you also for your doa.

happen to be, on my big C day, my parents flight was booked.cant be cancel, was booked a month before, so i just let it go. i know my parents also feel upsad, but it's okay, i still have my sisters.

taipi kan.. deep from my heart, i do feel thankful that they are not there. i am so damn sad to think about it again bile drg start preview the videos. heyy sumpah sgt sedey. sbb ade ape yang di sebut oleh penyajak itu terjadi pada aku.


ayah mama and adik beradik x lupe pada sume pensyarah and cikgu2 semua, ape2 pon terime kasih atas segala nya, masa? tenaga? duit? sume mungkin x bermakna, tapi air mata kalian sunggoh buat aku berduka.tahukah kamu, sesiapa saje... saat name saye di sebut dan masa saya mendengar sorakan dari rakan2.. saya terasa sesuatu.. kekuatan mungkin. terime kasih kerna sudi berikan tepukan yg sangat gemuruh, x sangka sekuat itu..hahahah

kalah tepukan pelajar terbaik faculty kami.hahahahahah opss.. ayat poyo di situ.. hey tp i x tipu.. my xclassmate yg ckp camtuh..hahahah..

kepada kakak dan juga adik saya: terima kasih sudi mengbuang masa di hari kebesaran saya, hey saya berharap sgt kakak and adik2 saya bangga dgn saya. ibu bapa apatah lagi kan... terima kasih. oh ALLAH saya rayu bantu mereka lebih lagi seperti aku dibantu Engkau.

ALAHAMDULLILLAH saya teruja :)

Wednesday, December 01, 2010

prank part 2

oh yeah.. selepas itu aku sambung.. terlalu marah and ngamuk2.. pastuh.. mama jumpe ayah and explain ape yg jd sume nye.. ayah yg mula2 nampak blur.. teros jerk setuju ngan rancangan mama

"bawa budak2 ni g makan bersama kat lua" ahhh aku ape lagi..begelegak pale otak..

time tuh x tau nak kate ape.. di tambah lagi mama suh aku yg drive and bawa budak2 tuh..lagi hangennnn.. sx.. pluoppppp...gelap daaaa

tetibe aku ske.. yes api x derk..mesti drg x jd ikot...

TETIBE... Allah selamat kan kamu.. ~~~ syahdu... sambut besday saya upenye... hahahah..thnx kat mama, ayah ,adam and my kakak... even time tuh die tgh tension..but still cool layan my kerenah...

bese kite kene kan orang and terpikir.. cmne ek rase nye dikenekan..

hanya ALLAH tau perasaan aku tyme tuh...hahahha...

sangat2 terharu... terima kasih...

tapi time besday aku yang betol2 sume lupe..sbb dh smbut awl kan.. gegegegegegeeg