you know what, happen to be when ayah messaged him, i can hear everything clearly upstairs, it just may be they dont know i can hear them, but unfortunately his not the one who i am waiting for, it just what i thought, but i dont know if it is what ALLAH swt want.
suddenly i felt a little bit creepy, scared and etc even thou i know it not even start yet!! but because of my clumsiness sometimes it turn out well,
ya ALLAH plz help me, guide me, love and care me most, am begging for love, to be part of our last prophet ummah!!