hati dah ok

orang pompuan ni mcam2 kan. kejap ok kejap x ok.
blom lagi time peot. haihh tak tau la nak habaq lagu  mane,

btw. hati ai pon dah okay skang. even bju x ok. ai tetap nak kate ok. hati tegar la kau terime segala nya

telah kah kau lupe ,, nikmat ya tuhan beri semule. tabah. syukor. kang gemok balik padan muke. istifar sayang!!!

oh td mr ehem kol. even kejap. as usual. skang klu x dpt kontek die , saya dah paham . yang die dok pendalam, rural area. abviously x dekr coverage. so just leave him a msg, bile msg msk, nnt die bg tau la. and hr nih die suwit sgt

die p satu tmpt and ckp tmpt tuh tersgt cantik. (sungai btw) secantik ai. mmg nak gelakk ar. even its not a big deal pon. but felt proud somehow.

awok! plz jgn buat saya jatuh cinta!!


and our conversation tonight is kinda serious and 18 thn ketas sket le. ntah np mr ehem tetibe jerk kua kan mende tuh. bese censored habis


 i love you like a love song baby


ayah tq. even thou ayah agree with others opinion. you keep on compliment me. yeah we are so same in all aspect. love you so much!!

baju tunang done!! but

hep hep hep. im so excited to look at my baju tunang. so excited. that i smiled the whole day.

called my sister. she puji so much about the dress. she said so cantik and the color so nice. so when i back from work. straight went to her house. and look at the baju. not bad


pastuh balik. i felt something that baju tuh mcm kecik cket. but i tried to ignore it.and keep on telling my self everything gonna be okay.

pastu change and. sucks!!! baju tuh mmg cantik. but bile i pakai.

oh may god. i cant feel u baju. so bad.
 i looked totally gemoksss yang melampau. kemon. i know my weight is increasing but come on. this not what i want/. spoil my day.

i didnt do my thesis. so stress so what should i do.

baju tunang 

from the start . my preparation went so wrong. start from picking the color. i want dark pink. and neyna said that the color looks too bright and end up took that she likes the most. the main point here who's going to engage here???


hantaran


hantaran plak. too obvious i love fresh flowers. mama said just used carnation. and neyna same as mama. but the porblem is whos' engage here?/ and here it goes. end up with carnation


tray hantaran


i dont want sthe tray look so messy. and i dont like reben so much. so i tries to lessen it up. but mama, kak ila and NEYNA again is really into reben and renda, so stress guys. come on.. again who's engage here??/
and obvious end up with reben here and there.

veil


saya nak veil tapi mama kate tak payah. tau x kosong sangat.nake beli jugak. klu x kasik aku bako jerk sume nih... hahahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh


saya sangat tension


damn!!

exactly 14 days to go

what should we do, what should we say.

exactly 14 days to. all preparations have been done, all the hantarans  already be arrange, but the groom to be is missing


awak, even thou i know that you dont know about the existence of this blog, but it doesnt matter.
the problem now is, where are you. where are you exactly? what are you doing out there.
should i worry? should i care?

why are you doing this? what exactly happen to you. last three days you are act like always you did. but after the last msg you are missing!! hah takot nye la saye.


plz urgently contact me darl.

another 2 weeks to go

ya Rahman, i cant believe my eyes, i cant believe my heart, in another 2 weeks and 3 days to go. half is your Mr.Ehem.

kadang2 kesian dgn Mr.Ehem. kerja terlalu kuat demi mase depan kate nye. lately he hardly texting me, but he keep on calling me, sometimes ever night, he dont want me to call him,

kenape tetibe cam tuh. nape tetibe caring sgt. nape tetibe .. tetibe tetibe.. bla bla bla.


saya nak tuko profession. ndak sik kerja bank , mau jadi cikgu. bagus ndak? pantas ndak?? teringin nak buat KPLI, then mesti la kene long distance marriage kan. for sure laaa harus.. nope.. WAJIB...

and rase2 nye ape jawapan Mr Ehem.. ya ya ya ya he said NO to LDM. dh kawen kene dudoh ngan die. kene kepit kat bwh ketiak die.. eii geli wok!!


lg 2 mgu nak tunang. x derk paper yang siap.!! takot nye...

hulurkan tangan please??!!

assalamualaikum. salam hari khamis. ade yang berpuasa hari ni. saya tidak, kenape?? pose qadha saya dah abisss,. yihaaaa :) oh happy day!!!

ok topic mmg x leh bla kan.

saya perlukan khidmat nasihat beno nye. kepada sesiapa yang berkenaan, tiada orang specific, just kalau korang ade advice. pls do help me, i need one.

" itu kate2 seorang kawan kepada saya."

ape masalah die?

she is obiviously bride to be (B2B) kadang2 die semangat nak kawen, kadg2 die lemah bile cite psal kawen,.,skang nak ckp ngan future husband die pon cm xderk perasaan sgt. so ape yang perlu die buat.kadang2 " saya cemburu kalau dpt tahu adik beradik dapat pasangan yang lebih baik dari saya"

tapi saya nak adik2 dapat yang terbaik, tapi masalah nye saya cemburu bile mereka lebih!! jadi bagaimana dong???

bad news is always a good news

trust me buddy, there's no such a bad news, its actually a pre-good news. ALLAH just want us be thankful, shows our effort into it and always begging like a beggar to HIM, then HE without hesitates will granted all your wishes, the thing to be considered is time ONLY..

as we all know, to book hall at putrajaya is not as easy as we thought, ayah went to putrajaya 2 days ago to book hall for my wed, but unfortunately all is full until early of Jan, probably until June, surprisingly after discussed with my lil bro, he suggest that we have our ceremony at his place. For the 1st time he giving out a very convincing idea, thank you.


and now, finally , i got mine!! alhmdullilah ya ALLAH.

place will not be shared until i distribute the card

praise to ALLAH, and dear friends , please doa for me. thank you love you.


ehem where are you.?? i couldn't contact you at all, hearing that tsunami is attacked back made me scared,, are you okay out there?

wow new layout

hohhoh.. horlicks. walau hati x berkenan bebeno ngan layout ni. but at least then nothing kan. i nak something vintage . look old school yet elegant, manusia mmg macam2. nak sesempurna bagai. bajet ko ado sume la plak kan.

 hahah so bape hari lagi nak tunang?? x yah kire. tgk jerk kat blog. daisy path dh tolong kire kan. woot woot. happy nyer?? ( ye ke.?? saya x rase ape2 pon) just tulis happy bagi nampak semangat. padahall~~~~

azie tanya.. eh ko nih nak ke x nak kawen nih?? mcm2 plak kan. sape tak nak kawen. tapi sejak akhir2 ni saye cpt taching. ape pon tabley.

persiapan majlis tunang. x yah cite la. cam x der semengat jerk . palaing pntg bunga hiasan dah settle. totally hasil tangan mama, saya??? hell no. x derk talent. am not creative at all.
mgkn siang nnt baru nak update poyo2 pasl brg2 tunang ke or ape2 ntah lagi. ahh benci nye.. nape x dekr perasaan nih

today my life begin

assalamualaikum.. salam manis salam sayang

 finally nak sebot gak macam orang2 lain sebot. saya pon bride to be gak. ( ade bunyi riak) nauzubillah... awok jgn mcm2 ,, banyak mende leh jd dlm sepanjang tempoh nak ke hari kawen ni..

saya cume nak ceghita, saya takde pon PMS. tapi otak saya sedikit mereng. xsangka ehem2 pon mereng jugak rupenye. kate nye x tau nape tetibe hati tak tenang. but u guys know what, i dont like the way he texted me, soklan cam tergantung. sometimes i wondered what actually that he trying to say???

oh yeah. awok sebenor nye ngah count down. no matter what i still cant figure out what actually happens here and there. kenape ngan hati saye nih.??? how many days left erk?? tapi still tak tetap pendirian. saya dah kenape. pelik nye.

nak tnya awok2 yang nak kawen macam saye jugak ker..? tetibe rase tak nak kawen??

oh ye. saye nak buat pembaharuan kat blog ni. almaklum status dh nak tuko awl bln depan. so kene la buat byk perubahan hahahahha..