j o m pening kan diri!!

hey hey hey. tetibe nak excited kan. padahal time nih tengah rindu gegile kat sumorang.

RINDU gegile kat MAMA and AYAH yang skang tgh bersejuk2 di auckland

tengah rindu (xla gegile sgt) dekat Mr.i yang jaoh di seberang laut cina selatan tuh (pastu skrg kat rural area yg x dekr coverage plak kan)

rindu kat adik2 yang dekat madrasah tuh

hahah itu bukan ape yang saya nak ceghite.

jom peningkan diri pasal kawen.saya kan student kan kan kan kan kan , jadi mane de duit kan kan kan kan kan. lepas tu nak kawen kan kan kan kan. lepas tuh cam ne kan kan kan kan

nak kawen gune duit banyak2 sangat,

1)hantaran nanti sembilan dulang ko!!! banyak tuh! anyone nak sponsor???

2)pelamin saya amik yang paling bajett sangat! sebab saya kan tak nak bersanding. Mr.i pon x nak bersanding. ayah pon x ske anak sanding2. so pelamin comey2 jerk untuk nikah

3) baju nikah.. nak kaler ape ni. sumorang amik kale putih. baru la nampak suci murni. tapi we are both hitam legam. so bile pakai kale putih macam sedey jerk.

4)baju kenurik!! dh la g deposite kat kedai tuh. lepas tuh baju saya mama reject!!! sedey. pastu skang saya dah tak de hati dah

5)make up? saya tamo sepupu saya make up sebab time tunang dia make up. adik saya kate tak lawa( saya tau saya tak lawa) tapi kalau ble bia la nampak manis cenggitu. ( sbb Mr.i x puji pon mase tunang) die just puji lepas kite orang  jumpe sehari lepas tunang. whan we are officially engaged. die kate time tuh kite comel)

okay cepat sume muntah darah!! hahah

6)ape lagi erk.? o ye saye belom g kursus kawen hahahha.. padan muke. nak kawen ke x nak ni. ayah dh bg kate putus. before bln 9 sume mesti dh settle.

7)hiv test? lagi 2 bln nak kawen br nak buat sbb die ade expired date.


bile saye kate saye nak kawen bln 12 ni. sumorang kate x lame lagi. tapi kan lambat lagi. 6 months to go. fuh lambat agih!! elax ar. chill dulo

perasaan saya tika ni!

ya ALLAH hari jumaat datang lagi.

viva saya telah tamat, oh ye perjalanan viva saya sangat getir, tapi saya yakin ALLAH tidak akan menguji hambaNya kalau kita tak mampu! insyaALLAH

air mata banyak mengalir pada saat dan ketika viva nak buat, saya kira rezeki masing2 bila dapat examiner and advisor yang tidak berapa pakar dalam research. tapi berbeza ngan saya.

examiner saya expert dalam research!! bertitle kan :PROFESSOR DOKTOR.......(nama kene rahsiakan la kan) advisor saya.. after few months baru saya tau tittle die :  DOKTOR!!!!

both of them super duper expert. last minute preparation is always turn you down. and it happens to me.

tak kan baru sekali ALLAH datang kan ujian teros kita nak membelakang kan PENCIPTA yang mengasihani hamba die lebih 70 kali dari kasih seorang ibu!

aghh saya tak ske wat entry emo2. lebih2 lagi di pagi jumaat

mama and ayah saya jauh: Mr. i pon jauh!!!

siapa yang paling dekat untuk rujukan ?? ALLAH swt!

ya ALLAH tidak aku mahu menjadi hamba yang berputus harapan. saat dan hari itu. saya hendak belajar untuk redho!

advice dr Mr.i sgt2 membuat kan saya berasa tenang!!

awok kalau bercakap nampak cm ting tong!! tapi bile bg nasihat! subhanallah!!
saya jatuh cinta ngan awak ker?? hahahah

it's getting hot!!

heay!! sume nye HOT. obiyes tak leh dengar hot fm. ade yang tebako karang!!


yeah . and of cos still dengan ceghitera VIVA. i love you yarrr~

tau x saye sgt excited bile saya mampu collect sume data dgn jaya even thou dah di kire last minute.
tapi saya tak expect yang result daripada regression yang saya buat akan jadi tersangat owsem!!


tetibe rase cam pandai sangat!!!!



Mr.i msg!! just on time : pale otak tgk ting tong!!! so penceritean hati ke hati!! uwek ngegeh kamek tok!

then msg ayah: sob sob sob... dh start nak berenang2 itik orang kate

then msg mama: okayy dah nampak ikan berenang dalam mata and finally jadi air terjun!!!

saya doa. biarlah saya susah sekarang!! Ya ALLAH ko bg la aku dapat 4 flat!!! ( tetibe nak dapat 4 rata )

ya ALLAH kau tahu isi hati ini, bagi lah yang terbaik untuk aku, keluarga ku,dan agamaku!!!


wish me luck ya.
selagi mgu depan x abis. ceritera hanya bekisar viva.

muntah pizza cepat!!

darah manis (versi vampire)

saya beno nye tak caye sgt bab darah manis, orang bertunang ni darah manis. so last week, i dgn my dayangs pegi PD. had fun since dh abis practical, sgt heaven!

and suddenly got msg from my parents, BOTH ok, ayah kate take care. sbb awk tuh darah manis
mama said: jgn seronok sgt, and ingat ALLAH .. awk tu darah manis

and saya tak sangka mama and ayah akan mention darah manis few times jugak la. sebab i think both of them, i mean the way they think quite modern. so dont expect that they gonna say about darah2 manis ni!!


Mr.i sokmo ckp. awak percaya tak skrg ni awak tunang saya!! hahah sumpah cam tak caya yang saya nak kawen ngan awk tak lame lagih!!!. hahahah

manis sgt ke darah tuh.. klu muke saya manis ble terima gak.!! oh yg itu no doubt!! (HAAHAHA sumpah lawak)

save the date!

nop nop nop. its no what are you thinking guys. its not the date am getting married. but!!!

25/06/2012
this is the VIVA date.
this coming monday!

oh am i so excited till i cant close my eyes!
oh am i so eager to know the result ?

oh korang tolong2 doa kan saya.

am sttill at collecting data stage where i supposely already and conclusion at this time.


bismillahirahman nirahim. hahahah takot beb

ape kate jiwa

hey tak sangka sangat2 yang life can be so complicated bile bab kawen jadi topik HOTTTTT!!!!!


saya nak kawen tapi all messed up here! look at my head! inside it! the brain didn't works at all!

 orang lain kawen. happy gegile. orang lain nak kawen banyak duit!! orang lain nak kawen prepare macam! ko hape ado???

 happy?? skng x happy sebab Mr.i period!!! (pelik tetapi benar)

 duit?? i still student, used ptptn to cater my expenses so stop day dreaming!! malam pon x yah

 prepare!?? hahahhahah.. nak gelak mcm orang gilo ble tak..

oh kemon.. ape sal nih!! ni kan hari bahagia, mesti nak sume nampak comel and cool and meriah tip top!!! .. x mewah tapi berkat..

awok2 di luar sane. doakan saya

 lame nye tak blog walking!!nak g makan angin kejap!!

where is the love

missing you so much?? this much or how much ! don't ask me how much. i cant measure it. but pretty sure your heart knows well.

i like it this way. we are so far yet so close. how close? again don't ask

i like when you are far and yet you can still remember me even you are busy with your work and life

i love when you are so busy and you couldn't call me and even text me a message

i like when you tell me that you are missing me so much after few days we didn't had a chance to contact each other

i love the way you describe your love and i will act like i am so dumb to know what it is

i like to act blur and dumb when you start to talk about love heart family and kids

i love when you are sulk and asking me to persuade you like a baby even thou i don't know how to do it, i try to

i like it when you sing me a song and asking you to stop immediately



you know what. i don't know how to show you what is love could be.
you know what. i just don't have the attitude to show my love publicly
you know what. i don't know how to say that word like " i love you or i miss you"


i just don't know how to do it.

but trust me!! Allah knows me better.

here inside my heart. always thinking of you!