the unhappy bride to be

sape jerk yang tak seronok kalau cakap bab kawen kan?? lain la kalau kawen paksa . obvious la skng ngah nanges cam kasim selamat..tapi sume yang nak kawen dengan pilihan sendiri mesti happy.

saya pon tak paham kenapa saya perlu berperasaan cam ni. sebab aku yang moody, abis satu family kene pikir pasal aku.saya dah nekad. saya nak happy.

please my dear  brain, we are encourage to think beyond the box, but in positive way, stop pretending like you are tough and strong. i believe even when you are crying , you are not weak but fitrah la. ALLAH ciptakan air mata dengan sebutan tangisan. jadi menangis la

kata mama - kawen dengan orang yang mencintai kita lebih, sayang kita lebih insyaAllah die akan hargai kita

mana mungkin kau harap datang seorang lelaki sempurna sedang kau punya banyak cacat cela

p/s : saya cume nak berpesan.. buat yang belom kawen la. jgn la nak benci sesape awal2. nanti jadi laki/isteri korang .. haa buat malu jerk. naye la kene bahan sepanjang hidop.

pss: dulo saya belagak sgt, tgk ape skang tuhan dah balasss hahahahah 

oh mama saya mahu kawen,kawen dengan siapa? dengan siapa saja

tolong ceria hati!! nak kawen x???

andai cinta ku datangi

sebagai manusia kita punyaaa banyak sangat angan2, tapi apakah itu yang terbaik. lebih2 lagi kalau becerita ttg bakal pasangan sehidup semati. haishhh topik best and sentiasa hot manjang.. asall erk??? sume orang pon gelenya nok nikoh gamok nye.

seorang lelaki datang pada kamu, terima kamu seadanya yang banyak cacat cela, tidak boleh kah kamu lihat pada satu kesempornaan yang ada pada nya walau sejuta keburukan jelas terpalit pada dia???

jawapan saya : payah !!

namun itu yang tersembunyi / itu yang zahir itu yang hakikat /. tapi apakan daya. saya sudah setuju pada lamaran itu.

yuckss ayat geli.

malas nak sambung

fuh fuh fuh

assalamualaikum warah matullahiwabarakatuh.

pehh panjang bagi salam, moga yang menjawab juga panjang, jadi pahalaaa kita semua pon panjang2 hendaknya ye :) lame dah tak buka tirai blog,maklom la. sejak hati nih frust dulo, teros tak mahu update blog. kira nya hati terluka tangan turut sama terasa.

alhamdullillah, dengan izin Pencipta dapat lagi berjumpa dengan tahun baru,
alhamdullillah, buat masa ni manis2 belaka di pembukaan tahun baru ni yerk 2012.

last few days, which is exactly on 22/2/2012 uitm's result was out, and most of them happy with their result. me obviously included. I never expect that it could turn out so well. I just want to get dean list, but ALLAH gives me more than average.

alhamdullillah.

to be continued

sedangkan lidah lagikan tergihit

haishhh lately all my entries kinda moo-shy huh!!!

(iklan) korang sume yang bernama student dh dapat voucher 1 malaysia.??? aku?? dah habis.. satu hari borong. campor ngan adik aku punye lagi.. sakann!! bile cek2... satu barang aku pon tadak!!

back to the story:

kisah suami isteri.. kadang2 datang angin sepoi2 bahasa. maka sume nye akan menjadi manis.
ada masa ribut dan taufan datang menyapa.hiskkkk itu blom ditambah ddengan panahan petir.
jadi bermasam muka la seketika.

sedang lidah lagi kan tergeget ini kan pula suami dan isteri. lagu lame p . ramlee tuh mmg byk maksuyd mendalam. kite sebgai manusia single tak kan paham perasaan orang yang sudah berumah tangga.
tido bantal sekali. selimot sekali. sume sekali. mana mungkin manis akan bawa ke mati??? pasti akan datang tak puas hati, rasa benci. tapi itu sume hanya sementara, yang pasti akan hilang.


macam kita tunggu bulan muncul bile petang. lambat sangat nak nampak die muncol. tapi hati tahu dia akan datang.

seperti juga siang,, malam yang gelap di nanti kan pulak matahari. tahu die akan datang. tapi risau andai maut datang terlebih awal.

maka kasih dan sayang antara suami isteri itu di harap kekal. kadang2 datang nya masam, sesekali pahit tapi sedar lah pasangan yang di rahmati ALLAH, bahawa manis nya lebih banyak dari semua!!!

tak kesah??

aku tak paham dengan manusia yang kate tak kisah bile hal rumah tangga yang menjadi persoalan.  nope!! bukan yang dah kawen yang aku nak cerita, tapi pada yang sedang mencari

ade seorang kawan, gender?? aku rahsiakan ye. hahah

die kate ko jangan la pikir pasal kawen. aku tak kesah pon pasal hal kawen. tapi tiap2 hari die post status fb pasal kawen. kesah ke x kesah tuh?? aku pon naik heran!!!

"yang lelaki akan mencari tulang rusuk kiri nya"

"dan yang wanita akan mencari tuan kepada tulang rusuk itu "

itu lumrah, tapi kenapa kite nak menafikan fitrah yang ALLAH cipta untuk suka menyukai, cinta mencintai???

siriyes aku tak faham. mungkin melalui ayat2 die, die pernah dilukai oleh pasangan yang memandang kepada harta. skang dgr cerita sudah punye kereta,maka teman lama datang mengetok dada!! mungkin itu yang buat hati betambah luka.. maklum la cerita hati siapa yang tahu melainkan Tuhan yang satu

maka doa aku tujukan, buat ko, akan datang satu masa wanita/lelaki untok dijadikan teman dalam melalui hidop didunia, andai bukan dunia tempat jodoh nya,moga di syorga sana hendaknya!!

magic???

selama saya hidop ( ewah bajet dh lame idop) di donia ni, sume yang terjadi kat saya baik2 saja.

yang buruk terjadii sikit jerk.lebihnya yang banyak. tapi sampai saat ini. kita kadang2 berpaling pada hakikat kewujudan tuhan.

kita berdoa tapi yakin tiada: tuhan bantu kah sekira nya begitu?? Tiada kurang nya kasih sayang pencipta pada hambanya. malah 70x lebih banyak dari kasih sayang seorang ibu !! BAYANGAKN

malam tadi saya keloh kesah. macam yang saya kate. saya tak pernah leisure cam ni mase exam weeks.

tak macam adik2 kat luar sana. perjalanan belajar saya tidak semudah adik2. tapi saya terima hakikat.bahawa pertama kalinya bahawa itu pilihan saya. walau saat itu saya masih mude remaja.

and klu cakap pasl spm,takde sape lagi leh beat weh!! klu korang tgk mesti krg nangis!!

jadi saya tak nak lalai. malam tadi saya berdoa, saya berharap, saya merayu , moga dipermudahkan.

Alhamdullillah. berkat doa saudara/ri mudah la jadi nya. terima kasih daun keladi.

RESULT belakang cerita. 

jadi dimana magic nya??? sile fikirkan 

tak dek perasaan lagi

esok pagi. yeah sharp 9.00 am we have a test Risk management paper. i dont know why. but kinda felt a bit down. seriously.

i cant read anymore. i dont even put any effort in to it. i dont even take a chance to fill it to the fullest.

sem ni yang last kot. patut semngat aku bertambah2. nak score gegile punye skang mate. but what happen.?? end up update blog. facebooking and twittering!! suck yaw!!!

xderk perasaan weh.

tolong la. saya nak grad dgn selempang!!! saya nak bangga kan mak ayah saya!! saya takot saya kecewa.

last paper was really awesome. totally goreng sampai hanguss ! dang... aku x penh cam ni time final. paper esok lak. aku tak leh nak jawab past year. totally.

i need to score this paper. to made up last paper that i stuck. but !! uh..

paper lain yang aku risau. paper lain yang aku kecundang.

ya Allah. bantu aku!! aku rayu!!

sahabat doakan saya. moga doa2 mereka di makbulkn

internship program

thank you ALLAH for the chances, its no 1 nor 2 but 5 including on going interviews. but unfortunately both interviews i need to turn it down. already got the placement at SIMA.

however we going to start a little bit late compared to others and ends early than others. how can it be so interesting???? hahah all praises to ALLAH swt for this gift

mama said about myvi extreme. got a chance to get a car huh? but after thinking about it again and again. i dont think i need it for a time being.

tomorrow got 2 papers. morning and afternoon


wish me luck then

guys its already 2012

cant believe that am getting old. what a fine day today. so i had my released or so called shopping day.

and guys for your info i just changed my atm card to debit card.at first i was very thankful that i dont need to queue up anymore to pay my fuel. just swap then fill in. but what that every one scared the most is not to fill our fuel but when it comes to YES ya.. say it again YES year end sale coming and already at it ends.

haa. bought 2 bags without even thinking. o yes i did think very much but still end up with buying then. loserrrr


jom study!!! my 1st paper in on5th. doakan saya !!

pernah jatuh chenta sme lecturer???

from what i heard it is unethical and immoral for lecturer to fall in love with their student. love is blind. they wont ask your identity before, they just pop up and it ties you with anything that you declare.

gosh. this lecturer is super duper polite. very polite man. his not handsome. his just looks nice and kind. he got it all.

religion. education and stable job obviously. 


we know about his marital status after che mirul bocor kan . heeee

he still bachelor. wow this is what we heard. and i thought wowww should give a chance huh!! what a sengal otak we had aren't we??

i cant move on actually. still at this stake. begging for help. hoping some one will mind my business as them's  and help me.

even thou i know. ALLAH is the Greater,
ya Rahman. bantu aku 


i'm still the loser

finally :) here you come

assalamualaikum.

subhanallah its already Tuesday. darling please prepare your self. final is around the corner. waiting your brain to wash all the papers and turn it into great and awesome result in the end of the day later.

i don't want to keep nagging  on something that we know we couldn't change it at all but keep on babbling and nagging. stop it. wake up and realize what you need to do the most here and now is studying and reading.

 i know my dear heart, you wont stay long and happy with all of this. but please bear with  it for a while. pretty sure the sun is waiting for us later. to shine as bright as the moon is at its peak.

the papers are unbearable, this is the first time that i need to facing all this thing. the paper is on 5th, 6th and 8, but it all consist of 4 papers. on 8th we got 2 papers. and both is killer paper. 

regardless talking this and that. i think is the best i open the books and calming my self that everything gonna be okay. and i 'm okay.

oh another headache story. i don't have any place to do my internship. anyone outside there please help me. ohh so troublesome. but its going to be okay. cause ALLAH is always by our side right.



chill and enjoy while taking the exams buddy

speechless

after settled down with first trip, now second trip has began. we cant avoid problem but at least try to minimize it!! i dont know why all the lecturer act this way. and we as a student end up paying everything. thank god if you offered your self to pay for it.


thousand thanks to Westport first for the free trip visit. very appreciated it, at least 1 problem is down. to get your approval is already difficult now my proposal got the approval but there is no budget!! to difficult to survive in this field when it comes to money.

sorry guys, you all still need to pay for it. cheap one.!! hope you can forgive me.!!

now i realise i dont have leadership skill. what skill available outside. please absorb into my body, so then i can come out with more more more confident out there!!


dear Allah,

you know what is the best for us, let us cry first, then give us shine, as shine as the sun could be!!

its all my faults anyway!!! i admit smileeee

be strong brain drain! hahha

1st trip done

trip yang paling tak besh penanh aku rase. xderk feel langsung. host company cam x tau nak organize, and keep on asking same question. ewash bajet aku nak tulis report la plak kat sini kan.


ape yang besh nyer???

 makan doyan dengan pelahap nye. sgt super duper owsem. finally. berakhir nya keinginan nak makan doyan. tgu ayah bonda pulang. naik balik wish list ni hahahah''

next is. clas petang cancel.. yahooo. sape ade smngat nak blja. kite org kua awal pagi. balik. almost 4, tetibe suh msuk klas kol 4.10. mmg tak la. sape pegi mesti dpt empat rata aka 4 flat!! sape nak/???

skang aku lapa. tapi aku kan on diet ( nyampah tol asik ckp psl diet jekr) ,,, nak makan ape erk.. siyess sape leh bantu sya kurus kan badan??? saya bagi adiah! ape die??? banjerk krg nasi goreng cina. hahahahha !! ( kalori tgi tuh)

esok pagi aku de trip

ade sesape nak ikot p trip??? sape nak ikot please hands up!! now!

hahahha bajet jerk kan ( nyampah kot tgk org tulis ayt cm ni, tgk skang aku yg buat)

okay esok aku de trip, p siyess jauh gile. hahah pi somban jerk hah!! jauh kan. x smpi sejam dah sampai klau naik bas. kalau jalan kaki dlm setengah ari dah sampai, kalau lalu laut masuk kot prot dickson mgkn dalam 3 hari. x jauh pon!! hahha

buat ape sane. adek2 aku cm pelik jerk. blaja mende lain. p tampat yang tarak kene mngena ngan subjek la plak. haku pon tarak tau. kene tanya sama uitm la. asal buat SM sebagai slh satu subjek wajib! pening mak jemah memikio kan nye!!

dear madam, please esok kite akan naik bas besama2, menuju ke somban bersama2, mgkn makan besama2, mgkn akan lihat muka saya besama2. jangan la madam marah2, senyum la sokmo2.

ya tuhan mudah kn sume perjalanan kami esok! tiadalah hendaknya sebarang masalah mahu pon kesukaran yang timbOl ..aminn

regards, student baek

birthday aku dh lepas

so what , even thou it past already, tapi x basi kan. so aku cam poyo nak ckp aku dah suku abad, nothing to be proud, others at my age, they already getting married, and some already have bundle of babies, ko hade???

obviously the answer is NO


so what, im not a god, i dont know anything about his secret, what can i do is keep on praying. " korang doa kan la aku sekali. jgn la kemut sgt"


happen to be this time around, am alone. my parents not here, my lil siblings not around, it just asma here and we had mini celebration between us.sounds too pathetic kan?? but who cares,

had our dinner ( kan aku ckp aku ondiet/ tp mlm  to aku off ) sbb my birthday kan x kn nak diet lagi. where?

finally o- shima cafe at Plaza Alam sentral.
pictures?? thousands of pictures were taken. but where were the pictures??/ dkt adik aku .. so x leh nak upload.

review psl makanan jepon!!!

am not really into rebung. it smells really killed me. rase nak pitam. but its diff from our rebong la.
so what kind of ramen aku amin; korean ramen and my lil sis, aku tatau die makan ape. x ingt
 tapi sushi aku makan sbb comel and sedap. tapi nak habis kan. hamboii rase mcm nak pengsan.

maklum la ai ni orang kampong!! x bese mkn pelik2.

korang hari ni aku lunch kat mohd chan bangi, so sape nak autograph moh ke sane ( ayat siyes poyoh) nyampah!!

ops. no today is not the day

korang silap erh!! thats the only thing that i can think that time. today is not my birthday.

its tomorrow princesses!!!

but then why the flour is all over my house, not outside okay. the flour is inside my house. but it still okay. a plate broke, and its still okay guys!!

thousand thank,

cute tak entry ni.!!! for the first time aku sume bile uitm ubah cuti. selama ni asal besday aku jerk, cuti skola, cuti sem!!!

but this year guys, finally theres someone would like celebrate my big day with me!!


sumpah aku cam indon mase drg tgh campak tepong!! banyak2 terime kasih, kim salam banyak la plak aku nak upload pic gojes tuh kan!

sayonara!!

shes not that cruel

she is very understanding person actually. at first i should admit it also one of our fault, by over looking it in deep.
and i cant believe it still about madam, shes just too particular and perfectionism person i guess, its good yes i admit but for those who like me of course we do feel annoyed sometimes

called me just now and even apologize for coming late and we end up couldnt meet each other, tomorrow morning insyaALLAH  will meet after lunch. ( kene bebel la aku esok)

oh im so tired( not really actually) and still on diet,

tapi aku nk tnya klu krg tau bab pemakanan, aku sgt addicted to pau sambal and you know it contains lot of oil and etc. x pe ke aku mkn arrr... aku skang nak consume calori dgn rendah nye. tapi klu tiap2 ari mkn pau mati la kan.

sape2 pakar pau plz bg tau bape kalori dlm pau. tolong la. nak kurusss sket jerk lagi. mkn dekat nak capai target makin payahhh! nafsu mkn is so overacting okay. stop it. behave and have a discipline baby!! its for yaa

happy day day day

at first i think its a small matter only, but once i did it, i realized how difficult it was. i was the project manager for the event, insyaALLAH this coming Tuesday, at first all goes well, once i got the approval letter from faculty and transportation unit, madam suddenly call off the trip. she did gives us choice, but to call off the trip is such a waste so we tried to find out another place and alhamdullillah again , approved by senat and so on, again she want some changes to the tentative. what a headache it is huh??

shes a very particular person. i dont think i can get an A for this paper. please madam, just go on with this one!! please. No  i dont hate you. and why should i!!! please guys , pray for me, let it success!!

and another disappointed thing is i didnt manage to it ramen today. she ( this girl) suddenly turned me down! at first say yes later say No. say it out loud, NO at first and let it be No forever darling. but its okay, all this thing happen for a reason ! having our lunch at seksyen 8 shah alam, and it was awesome!!!


and the diet is still on!! beat it baby

musim makan menggila. im on diet okay

ahhh so difficult to hold your appetite when your stomach craving for more. and its happen to me.

for a time being , i think my stomach craving for this. and it is a very long list hahah, but for this week , this two is enough, more than enough i guess hahah

1. seoul garden

venue: pantai dalam mall
date: 24/11/2011
day: Thursday


2.oshima cafe

venue: plaza alam sentral
date:23/11/2011 (tomorrow)
day:wednesday


oh yeah berjaya atau x??? tgk misi makan saya!!!!

you!!! welcome back here

miss you very very very much. as much as this big!!( OPEN MY ARMS WIDE OPEN) <- how bit it was huh!!!

today is frisay, couldnt back, got modul tomorrow morning. seriously i wish i could be there on my sis big day!!  small kenduri for having new house, she's so excited, we even cat her house, its so meaningful even i just help her a bit.

suddenly i missed my sister badly. got tons of test and assignments, but then still relaxing here and there, continuously watching movies and dramas. gonna to abandon the new blog huh!!

oho last tuesday, i attend an interview, super duper leisure interview, i prepared a lot i guessed but nothing extravaganza question. just a plain one and i think you/ others could answer it boldly.

venue: bank syariah muamalat indonesia,kl
time: 11.00 pm ( you know what i came soo early. early as 9.30 am already there.) punctual gile kan???

done with this lol story